9:50 PM - 14/12/24

 Today's the last day that I will be sleeping in this house. Well, I am sure I'll sleep here again some other time but, I'll not live here for a while.

Today's the last day to prepare stuff, tomorrow I'll need to just worried about the path I'd take to go to there.

I'm so nervous. I really hope I can get along well there, and I am acceptable and check off all the requirements to be there. I really don't wanna screw this up. I already spend so much money for this.

I really hope everything will be going well.


Except for my underwear, some of my book, pen, sunscreen, and stuff from my sling bag that I might bring with me, I already prepare everything else. Because I'm still using the book and my pen to practice my kanas writing skill, I can't put them to my bag yet. And my underwear still a bit wet after mom washed them, so I'll get those tomorrow.

I finally bought a pair of new sandals. And also I bought a perfume that has a nice smell on it. I hope people will impressed by it as I impressed by people who smell nice.


I keep practicing my kanas writing, and I think I've done it! I got them all!

Reading is far easy than writing, and I can do them both now! Let's goooo.

Now I am not afraid of a test or something.


I think that's all for today. Here's me being so nervous and probably will died of anxiety soon:


The camera really not that good, huh.

It's been a while I didn't write with my laptop. And I couldn't do this again for a while too.

Well, rather than bothered by stuff that I couldn't do, I am more bothered by the stuff that I should do or should be.

I keep thinking, am I making the right decision? Is working in Japan and leave my family and dog, and my friends behind for 3 years really worth it? I don't know. I'm not really sure for the 3 years part, but the people I watch from Youtube, they are really been in Japan for such a long time. And they keep want to be there. So I think I am gonna be okay.

Well, no one knows if this is the right path. I need to make it the right path.


Hopefully I'll be there safely, and I will be having fun rather than humiliation or failing.

With that being said, I'm out.

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