22:36 PM - 15/12/24

I'm here! I'm at the LPK Binawan in Cianjur Bogor. 

I've spend most of my time just on the journey to go here. There is actually no bus that directly go to Cianjur, well, not anymore. So there goes my plan. But I found out I still can go to the nearby place of Cianjur and then find a way to go to Cianjur. 

I was riding the bus to the Ciawi that cost 30k and then from there I change bus and go to Cianjur. 

But I actually wasn't supposed to straight to Cianjur, I need to stop midway, apparently. I missed it, and then I stop kinda far away from the place. 

I plan to use my Uber app, I even actually already book one and waiting for the driver to come. But this guy suddenly appear with his bad containing vegetables. He said he can give me a ride to my destination at any price. I was like, what? 

But I feel bad for him, he actually need money for his motorbike's gas. So I cancel my Uber and go with him. 

It really was sucks, because I have my suitcase, so I need to put it on my lap and it was so hard. 

Because of that, my right hand still shaking now.

But I give him 50k because I still feel bad, even though it wasn't worth the pain. 

And I need to hold my pee for hours on bus too. I relief myself at a nearby grocery store (Indomaret) after I left the bus. 


And after I was arrived in Binawan, there are a bunch of stuff, and I need to go join my group to do some training for orientation. 

The senpais told us that here, it won't be easy. It will be hard. So that sucks to hear. 

And we are separated between our rooms in the group, so we can't even get a chance to talk to each other. Wtf? 

And all of these "senpai" in my room really just doesn't even care about me. 

And I need to clean up all my belongings from my suitcase and my suitcase will be saved to warehouse or somewhere. Oh my God... 

We need to always wear long pants too outside, and we can't just straight go buy something outside, we need to have be permitted first. 

And a bunch of rules inside the room and things to remember. 

Man, I hate being here.

I hope I can find peace here.

I don't even know if I want to go home and came back here. It just a bit expensive for the transport fees. 150k for go home and go back! Sigh... 

This place sucks! 

I'm getting a headache, anyway here's me:


I'm going to sleep. But I don't know where can I charge my phone... 

Oh well. I hope things will get better here. 

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