2:39 AM - 15/11/24

 I sleep. As I open my eyes, the one who standing there in front of me was the one thing that I didn't want to see the most. Yet he was there, the first thing I see. Iyan was there.

Man, not even gonna wait for me to reply on him, now he's even here before I woke up. I know that he already said he will be here because he forgot his phone charger here. But still. I hate that he's here. Until 9 PM even.

I really want to do my Anki, but with him here, I just can't focus enough. I just be bothered of his presence. I hate him being here. I hope he's not gonna come here today. I really do. 

Well, if he really do come here, then I will go outside and do my Anki in peace in my phone when everything is not gonna be noisy. I will find somewhere more peaceful.


There is not much else to say other than my hatred to Iyan. I do hate that Mom will let and even tell the neighbor's kid to punch Jun (my dog) with a wood stick. It's still a solid wood that's hard, so it will hurt still. I hate that Mom encourage that kid to hurt my dog. I know that Mom hate animals, but come on. I really do want to just punch that kid for hurting my dog in the head. I really do. But I didn't. I still holding back, I just confiscated the wood stick, but next time, I might just hit him back so that he will know it's a no-no to hit animals. Why would I care for some stranger's kid rather than my own dog anyway.


This has been a hatred post. Well, what to do, I just don't have anything to talk about yesterday except my hatred. Anger really is one of the most emotion that influential to us. 

Ah right, right. I watched Big Hero 6. It was a good movie, not oh wow so great kind of movie, but still good. There are flaws but there are goods too. It was such a 7.5 score movie. Coco is much better though. I will give Coco 8.5 to 9 even. It's such a good and wow so great kind of movie.

I think that's that and so and so. Anyway, me.


I shaved. I hope it looks good. Well, at least better than before, right?

With how things goes, I don't think I'll do therapy for my scoliosis. It's a light one, so it's okay.

I hope that I will finish my Anki today. I hope I will not get tiring eyes or just procrastinate any more.

I hope everyone is healthy, I hope mom is healthy. I hope everything will be okay. 

I think I still dunno what to write in the end of diary lol, but well, things like what I am hoping is good, like I'm praying before sleeping and ending the day. I hope this diary is gonna be a long one, longer than my IG's diary. 

Ah shoot, Idk what to do to end this. AHHHHHHH. Why can't I find a good line to end this. AHHHHHH

Whatever! bye.

Komentar

Posting Komentar

Postingan populer dari blog ini

Monday - 23/12/24

Gambar
 I guess I'll make the title about the day I wanna talk about. Because if I write down the current time, it'll be 04:54 AM in the 24/12/24. Yeah because I feel so sleepy, I don't have the energy to write the diary last night.  Now after taiso (senam pagi), I have a bit of stamina. And I can't just sleep again like that, it's hard to go back to sleep after being awake and surrounded by people for 20 minutes.  Well for this once, I actually couldn't help myself but taking a dump. And while I'm doing that, the taiso already started. When I was done, the taiso was done too. So I can't get to do the taiso, lol. That's good too, honestly.  Hmm now I'm talking about today a bit huh... Well whatever.  I think there's worth mentioning scene from yesterday though..  Except that I get to the computer lab and doing a little typing. Which really just a bit because the computer so slow it can't keep up with all the words being typed.  And I see in the ...
Baca selengkapnya

Tuesday - 24/12/24

Gambar
 It's a stressful but quite fun at the end of the day.  I didn't know that we need to ask permission to go home 3 days prior, and today's the last day. So I really need to make the permission letter fast. I planned to go celebrating Christmas with my friend Riyan, but ends up make him go without me and just with the Binawan friends they go to the church.  It just.. I feel angry that Nonon sensei was so longggg doing her thing. I was waiting for over 30 minutes. In front of the jimusho! (Teacher room in jp) So I need to bow and aisatsu every sensei that comes in and out which is stressful.  Finally this sensei asks me what am I doing and trying to help me, and then I am done, but it's already way too late to go to the church.  I'm sorry too to Kiki senpai who's I didn't even know her face looks like. She's waiting for me for 30 minutes. Thank you for that, and sorry for that too.  At night, me and my friends, we go to this section in building near the cla...
Baca selengkapnya

23:43 PM - 21/12/24

Gambar
Today is a quite tiring day. Especially this morning. We the students, go running around the area at 6am. It was cold but because of running, the cold wind kinda helps.  It was just what I want, really. To be able to running around like this. I wanted to do this for such a long time.  And then I finally be able to use the washing machine. I did some ooppsee though, those make me embarrassed because there's another guy. But I could learn and actually learn from him about how to properly do the stuff.  I really hope that my clothes will really be dry and good.  I think that's about it. Nothing really interesting happen, as I like it.  Here's some photos: Just some photos for memories.  Well, here's me: It's dark, so I give a try to the front flashlight. But man it's so bright.  I'm not completely close my eyes though. I actually can still see there.  But anyway, tomorrow is a ooshouji day, which means big cleaning day. I hope I can do well. 
Baca selengkapnya