1:50 AM - 11/11/24

 Another day for resting. I think Iyan wouldn't come to my house because he doesn't need to. He just come to here usually when its weekdays, and he can pretend to just doing his college. Because he's lying to his parents about still being in college, even though he already drop out, and soon will be in a new one.

Right, right. I mention Iyan right away because he's just the sole reason of my comfort getting disrupted day to day. I hate it that he asks money to me, I hate it that he just casually playing his game with his friends next to my mom that napping. And he did it again to my brother that sleeping, bro why are you so loud and not being considerate at all?! The more he's coming over, the more I found out more about things that I hate of him.


Hmm, I actually don't know what to talk about. Because there's nothing happened and nothing I do that is interesting or new.

Well, I actually always like this. It's just that I started this diary when I actually have some things to do and overthink about.

But I actually do overthink often, so if I actually think about this, I could find some more topics to getting touch to fill in this diary, because I had nothing happened to write.

Hmm, I feel lazy though....

That reminds me. I still didn't do my Anki. I just feel like I want to continue it when I actually starting my new language learning from the LPK. Even though I know it's bad to just stop my habit learning. I might forgot things I should've remember for ever if I just do it enough time.

Idk, I just doesn't feel like it for now. I feel like I want to be lazing around all while I still can before being busy with the LPK.


I think that's all for today. I don't have anything to write, but I think I could just write about a certain topic and how I'm feeling about it. But not today. I'm lazy! Sigh...

Smiling emoji: đŸ™‚

Smiling Ricko: 


Hopefully today will be a good day. Hopefully I will get the follow up for the LPK. Hopefully it's not gonna be bad news. Hopefully I could enjoy tomorrow with fun. Hopefully I will be happy in the future. Hopefully all my family in a good health. Hopefully everything will be okay. All is well!

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